Friday 29 May 2009

Presentation


Ahoy there, matey! You in for the long haul?
First of all, I should say in advance that English is not my first language, so you may find some mistakes here.

But I think you'll be able to understand everything, despite me not being a native speaker. If you don't, just ask me and I'll tell you exactly what I meant with such or such sentences.

Firstly, I should probably say that this is not a blog on True Love. And it's not simply a blog written by some broken-hearted guy.
This is my secret blog about the nature of human beings and all the different and unusual parts of its nature. In this case, it's my nature and the people around me that we will be analysing.

This page was created so that I can say everything I want to say, without people I know judging me by the way I think.
But you? You're allowed to judge me. In fact, I expect you to, if you'd be so kind. (:
You can say that I'm a bastard or you can try to help me in some way.
You are welcome to give your personal opinion and try and analyse my actions according to psychology or what not.
You're even allowed to prescribe me some therapies. Involving drugs or not. (And I might try them out and give you feedback later.)
Is that good enough for you?
The only thing I would ask of you is that you comment the blogs.
This page is just not going to work out if I'm writing and no-one is reading it.
I do need you.
You can even just tell me to go f**k myself, if you feel like it.
But I've been realising how hard it's for people to curse in blogs. It's interesting. They all try to sound their nicest otherwise people won't come back.

But what's important for me is that you share something, all right?
Thank you! I hope you have some fun reading and relating to the situations told.


Neutron Neuron

Personagem de conto de fadas, eu sou
Denso como gelo, pesadelo e horror
O ideal e o anormal. vazio estou
deficiente de ardor e saudade; em torpor

Mas ainda quero tudo ao mesmo tempo
Anseio ser o que me imagino sendo
E pelo caminho, encontrar-te espero
Mas nao te quero

Guardo o que possuo aqui dentro
Cobicando tudo que nao tive
Nada se perde, exceto eu
Vago vendado pelo breu, livre

E quando sinto que nada sinto
Vos quero distante, me isolo
Se faltam olhos, falta eu; Desolo

O adeus que grito, nao minto
Com a confianca que preciso, nao venho
A seguranca que me pede? nao tenho